Monday, October 23, 2006
my feelingssss
the bitterness slide down my throat; a feeling i felt for the past week.my heart raced, my palm pespired.
my breath quickened, my eyes searching for what's not to be seen.
hiding in cold fear of seeing - the unseen.
late at night i cried out unto myself; did anyone hear me?
and when it's all over, i feel the same fear, the quick touch to my necklace for reassurance, and the twidling of my earrings were due to my nervousness.
someone, anyone, share my fear with me, make me feel whole again, please.
the pain i've been through
the fear of your face
the smile i've lost
all in all, the things i shoudn't have gone through.
lost identity.
8:45 PM